5/26/2008

to my "readers"

Sunday, Memorial holiday ..tada tada tada tada... It is a long weekend :) I m really happy for it coz I can get away from school and I can sleep more :) Talked to my mom today and I realize that the cost to call her is a fortune. So, I decided not to talk so much since I m pretty broke these days.. Anyway, after having a short conversation with my mom, I found out that my entire family members are reaading my blog, well, it is kinda good coz I dont need to tell u guys what is going on here and also u guys can read my mind as well as my feeling deep down in my heart. Honestly, I dont hav any big dilemma or something not to tell, so ..... haha...

First of all, to my "ah kan " aunt..just found out that her kid is in the hospital.. I know that she is having a tough time , and I hope that she can deal with everything that she is having, good luck to u ..even though I m not calling u all the time but u r always in my heart.. :) I really hope that I can do something for u and if I could pls juz let me know... I will do for u :)

Alright, I dont feel like writing anything now..so I will b updating more of me .......
so stay tune..

xoxo,
liwen

5/23/2008

cried

Finally, I went to visit my uncle who was in the hospital for 4 months already :(
My feeling is complicated even I m out of the hospital for few hours already. I feel upset and also happy :) Happy coz he can talk to me, sad coz I can see his loneliness and the pain he's been taking. Man, I shed my tears, trying to hide it but I failed after walking out of his room. Tears keep rolling in my eyes now :( I miss him so much that u will never know

I saw him and I hold his hand asking "How r u ?" he told me by shaking his head and I can see it from his mouth saying that " No good"...At that moment my heart was so sour :( I can see that he was so happy seeing me coming to visit him, and he keep looking at me and wanting to tell me that he miss me too :( He open his eyes and he looks tired and my aunt told me to leave and I hold his hand again telling him that I will visit him again and tell him to take care of himself..and he said :" you too"..and he said "thank u " for visiting him...Ever since he was in the hospital, his son n daughther never came to see him, and I can see the loneliness in his eyes...also, the feeling of wanting his family to be with him but he has no one except my aunt, his wife :( I dont know how can his children do that, arg, I dont care coz I dont know them too... but leaving your parents behind and live ur own life like none of ur business is that your resposibilities being a son or daughter?? I dont giv a fuck on those ppl...damn ..really piss of the fact that they r not coming to see him even though he is so sick.....................idiot.....

I would like to do something for him, but what can I do except seeing him constantly...? He used to tell me some sorta jokes and I always tell him not to smoke and drink and bla bla bla...I miss him i miss him i miss him....

being emo today......I also dont know y..something hit my heart probably....Driving to the school this morning and it was rainny day....everyone rushing to go to school and so do I...... classes are boring and nth is funny these days..I want my VACATION...................

liwen

5/20/2008

earthquake

dinner prepared by honey elise chan
My tamagochi..When I was shopping at TARGET... feel like buying this to entertain myself...



First of all, I hope everyone donate money for the disaster happened in China. I found a passage from the web about the earthquake and my tears fell......
A mother protected a baby when earthquake happened, she tried her best to save the little baby who is only 4months old..... Sooner or later, they found the baby but the mother is dead. They found out that the mother left a message on her cellphone before she died and she wrote " My beloved baby, if u would have a chance to survive, pls remember that mom would love you forever"....Aww........:( pls...save those lives and appreaciate everyone around u especially your parents :)
I m feeling sleepy again.............
so.....
blog tomorrow if I hav time
pls............
donate money even just 1 dollar........
xoxo
liwen

5/19/2008

my unexpected guests

It's been ages I didnt log in and post up some of my pictures and stuff. However, I discovered something new from my cousin. My very beloved sister, LIMLIMEI, had directed my daddy FRANCIS LIM to read my blog and my very cute daddy directed my kaima to read my blog... I was like ??!@# I didnt expect that also , haha !! and my kaima wrote me a short message from MSN saying that I didnt mention about her. Besides, my cousin also complaining about that so I better post up something here :)

As you know, I m a freaking lazy person and for me thinking is incredibly hard and tired....therefore, I didnt upload my blog until today....

Anyway... I am going out soon for my very 1st meal for today(now us 3:11 pm) and I still havent eat a thing yet..I m going to post something up tonight...................

so..............
I will b back

5/07/2008

P.s I love you

刚刚看完了p.s. I love you。。虽然这部片子是去年的,但是没关系啦。。呵呵! 这部片好感动哦。。我的泪就一直流了。。戏里女主角的心爱老公去世了,接受不了她老公不在的事实。。而太过伤心的她好像迷失了方向,找不到他自己。。tada tada tada...then go and watch and figure it out!!!! haha...

I m really bad at typing all the mandarin so I change it to english... I think I hav not only grammar problem in English but also in Mandarin..Darn!!! Cursing will be the only thing that I am talented in.... I m gifted...haha...

Ok, back to the movie...I am thinking the how would it be if that happened to me(touch wood), but why dont you think it also? I mean, it is kinda "taikatlaisi" but well, give urself to think isnt that bad right? Hmm... anyway, I think I will b like her...at least for a short while...:( If he leave me cause he is cheating on me or what, I dont really care but if he die..that will b a big thing to me...coz how can I not love him or miss him in a short while? Therefore, I was crying while I watched this movie... "World isnt fair" agree? Yeah, I do agree.. Think about if everything is fair how can you have what so call "life"..Life should b like a roller coaster...If everyone is the same then there is no fun and no one will work hard in order to get something and no one will really appreaciate.... oh yeah..i m bullshitting again...

School start today..and yeah..8 o clock class..damn sleepy..can even drive...so so so tired and I was trying to open my eyes in class...Class is fucking boring ... Speech class is fine..and hell..I m going to speak in front soon..so nervous o...eventhough I used to speak in front of ppl when I was in Middle school but hell..it was N years ago and I dont wanna face all the "ang Mo'' ar..............help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............getting sleepy........
it's time to say Bye

xoxo
liwen

5/05/2008

upload my week

Very good quescadia( do not know how to spell) with blue crab and shirmp..so good
My soondofu-pork, yummilicious

Bibimbob for hei hei and her cousin


me, hei hei and kelly




The dishes....





The Korean Restaurant



I never seen someone who play wii like that

First love? Someone asked me that when was my first love, I was thinking deeply and I told her 12..haha.. puppy love.. din even hold hand, just playing around with him:) ALso do not know when we broke up too...haha....
I feel so angry these days , I also dont know why.. My temper is unstable and thank you to my boy who is willing to tolerate with me. For some reasons, I will yell out loud at him if I feel like shouting at him..sorry sorry ar
I am going back in 5 weeks..yuhoo...
Nasi lemak, pan mee....coming soon
see ya~~~

Tagged by Jiunn

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
around 26-28

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
shopping n eating

3. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
Hell no.. Then she will not be my close close close friend then..what kinda question is this?

4.What makes you happy when you're in one of your mood?
No stress, sometimes No test will make me happy too...if i m in mood everything will b fine

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Slim down, haha

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Hell no... Impossible

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family members and my boy(they r the most)

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
1. Hermes bag 2. House 3. car 4. Travel with my family and boy

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I will only confess if I know that he likes me too.. If not no no

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
She is my sister's friend and I dont really know her in person.. According to my sis, she is
sweet to ppl, friendly, and good at singing.

11. What is the dumbest you've ever done?
Too much that I cant really remembber

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
hypocrite, slut and bitch

13.What do you hate most?
Someone betray me

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Backstabbing my friends while he or she knows that I m good with them, that sucks

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
1. My family(parents, nanny and her family, sisters and my boy) 2. School 3. Health

16.What's the song that you're listening?
Rihanna-Take a Bow

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Jealousness

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
1. My boy 2. My friends 3. My family(sister and mom.. dad is always blur blur, haha)

19. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Cute and still silly billy all time..haha

20. When is your first love?
12 , i guess... ( really puppy love)hahaha

I m tagging : Ppl who view me.... coz I dont hav friends who write blogs....arg!!!!







5/03/2008

after test

Yuhoo.... My Spring semester end just like that...Yuhoo... We went to tampa for shopping on Wednesday.. I know my sister will say something but u know what? I deserve that...God, I m studying so so so friggin hard, who knows??? My period is late, so so so late, so worry now...arg!! coz I never feel that stressed and depressed before.....

On Wednesday, we went to tampa (luckily I wasnt the one who drive) and we went for korean food... I hav some pics but will post up tomorrow....so so so good..after eating we went to shopping.... good too... got myself 2 shorts, 1 dress and 2 shirts.... amount isnt that much but seems like some of my money went somewhere, somehow

I still hav 6 weeks to go until I m back to Malaysia again............
so so so so so so .............looking forward for that.........
My long long vacation......