Let's start a little bit of something here.....
It seems like my life is going smooth for now, so I am appreaciate and I love my busy life now... I feel myself no longer a person who has nothing to do.... It seems like something pops up that make me realize that I shouldnt be so stupid anymore, should get myself a life rather than standing at the same place over and over again...

Something striking me, I guess, it's the time for me to think, to make an evaluation to it....
As I always say, when it ends, let it be, it means nth to me at all .

Tuition seems giving me a motivation , giving me a chance to take back the books that I hate when I was young, it's good ,isnt it? You cant imagine how much I miss my teens life, the life that everyone was naive....

I once heard someone said that, grab the time now and do what u like because you will never come back to the time that you want anymore, untill now, I only understand the importance of it.... but nth gonna change the fact right? live my life now :)

To be honest, I dont see Love as big part of my life now as things change after some time right? It doesnt mean that I m not in a relationship now or I am very sad with my bf, it's just, it is just it, we still have lots of things to do besides love..... sometimes, I feel envy with those who can love bravely :) I wish I have the courage .....

I believe I always longing to something. It's just it's not the time to reveal...... it depends on time i guess, I will have my better life

go on liwen

a tearful post

It's been a while :) Well, suddenly feel like reading all my old posts that I blogged :( My tears rolling, not crying :) I thought about many things, flashback flashback .....

It's been almost a year that he gone far :( I miss him dearly,do u know? We used to celebrate all the festivals together, and you used to ask me "HOW ARE YOU LIWEN ? " every morning, I miss how u tease me, how u care me, and how u hug me everytime I leave the country..I miss u uncle Ken...if there were chances for me to go back to the past, I would like to go back to the past while u were still there...I would appreaciate u like a diamond, I swear :) but the fact is u r gone too far that I couldnt catch u , so how? did u say that u wanna wait for me to graduate? did u say that u wanna see me marry in the future? I wish to dream u sometimes, i just wanna know if u r fine in the other world...and I would tell u how much I miss u ......

Things been different, I put down the grudge, I treated him nicely...cause I believe he deserves chances.... I saw some improvement, I saw a closer gap btw us.Well, it takes time....

I'm starting to learn how to appreaciate, I thank everything I had or I have... thank god for giving me all these, it is more than enough, I really think that is enough:) thank u .....for last, I would like everyone to pray for uncle Ken for a better life in the other end of the world, I believe, we will meet again .....