...in Japan....

If there is a word to say, I would say THANK YOU
If there is a place to stay, I would like to stay in my heart...
It's been a long long time I did not listen to myself , and there is so many problems that I will never know if I did not discover by myself
Heart broken into pieces, depress, and yet what can I do
I've been avoiding all these problems in the past few weeks..
Tears, drop into ppl's arm
and I would like to tell everyone, I will try my best to cure myself, to face all the problems....
give me some time and I will prove it to you that I m better than before :)

my recent life in malaysia

It's been a month that I am in Malaysia, some ppl might feel curious that I didnt update anything.... so emo this month that I could never expect in my life time. First of all, I got the so call "soraises" disease which cause my whole body itch and getting the red dots all over my body.. it is ugly and yet I need to accept it:)

And due to the many reasons I feel like coming back to study in Malaysia....... I dont feel like going back to the states and I really feel tired staying there alone, and facing all the problems alone................

2 more days to go and I will back to the states.......may everything become better that time and I will update soon......

bye

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I thought things should be like that, but come to the end..NO
There are some times I feel so miserable yet close, but what can I do to make it better?
If there was a lie, then tell me what can I do to accept and deny ?
Or if there wasnt anything that I can do, should I just leave it ?
Or maybe I should just ignore........