My photos~~~ my new york trip

The gigantic chistmas tree...

This is what we call, NYC!!!

Clothes from ZARA, FCUK, AX, Forever 21, H&M, MANGO....

These are what I got from NY, all the good stuff:) purse, fairy, shin chan(cantonese), magazines, t-shirts.....

We are in the middle of nowhere!!!

Pretty decoration in rockefellar center...

Yes....Here I am for those photos in New York....Been busy these days, went to DMV today but their computer SHUT DOWN and I cant renew my driver license...damn it..made me wait for 1.5 hours...damn it...:(

Ok...Bought a iron fairy and I made a wish:) Hope that my dream will come true...Every girl have a dream, a dream that is simple and cheerful:)

Besides, bought a pair of Dior flat...so so so happy coz it is so so so pretty...yeah!!!

At last, me and elise went to visit her relatives in NY...They are so cute and funny.... We gave them some pressie and elise giv them some money for buying "candies" for themselves...will see u guys next time..take care

Hello!! Been lazy blogging for many weeks:( Here I m to blog again coz i m so bored right now :)
Just back from NY, had a wonderful trip except the cold weather and storm:) I was spending less than I think in New York which is pretty weird...haha..let's talk about what I did from Day 1 to Day 4

Day 1
Woke up at 430am, take a shower and get ready to the airport
Reach airport at 7 something and check in a "not so heavy" luggage
Fly to NY at 9am
Get in at 1130am
Take shuttle to hotel
Check in to the hotel and the receptionist damn stupid, I told him I need a direction to Flushing and she said she will have a bellman for me:( doesnt make sense at all
Heading Flushing and had lunch
Heading subway to timesquare
Rockefello center
Timessquare
Dinner--Malaysian food(all the waitress farcking lansi)
Back to hotel by Taxi

DAY 2
Wake up at 8
Call taxi heading china town
breakfast with elise's relative
shopping at somewhere near NYU
Japanese town(real small)...many good food
Subway to Price st. (aka SOHO)
shop till crazy ( mango, victoria secret, zara, esprit, prada, AX, H&M, forever 21, Roxy.......)
Dinner (hot pot)
Back to hotel

DAY 3
Wake up at 830
brakfast at china town
visit elise's relative
34th street (MACY"S)..shop till crazy
Back to SOHO...shop
and Back to flushing for Korean food
Back to hotel

DAY4
To SOHO again, last time shopping
To japanese grocerries shop
visit elise's relative
walk around
back to hotel
heading to airport
back to tampa

Even it is short but it was really fun, I got a lot of clothes and i feel so happy!!!!
I think i get more than 10 shirts in this trip...and i got skirt...and so many japanese grocerries..will update my photo soon!!!

ciaoz

...12/02...

It's been a long time I didnt post here, bc with all the hw that due, presentations and finals. After that, I m going to New York for my HOLIDAY:) Just finish talking with my dear. His voice is really sleepy yet cute. Had a 15 minutes meaningless conversation with him but I m happy:)

Ppl are bc looking for christmas gift, well, me too. Besides, going to buy something for myself as an annual gift..hahaha..:) stupid...Anyway, I've been thinking a lot these days. Watching a new HK drama, and it is kinda boring but it does let me THINK of some problems that will happen daily. The subject that I've been thinking is :" should women just go ahead to believe man 100% or not?"...What do I think is "YES, believe someone u love." Sometimes thing that u see is diff than something that u feel. I m trying hard to believe my bf ....:) I hope it works...Negative feeling pls go away!!!!

Been out of shopping for 1 week...arg!!! Act, i m not a person who love to shop a lot, sometimes I will find it bored too......But when I m in mood, my purse will DRY OUT and DIE....

k...that's it for me today!
ciaoz!

happy birthday to me

yeah..happy birthday to me myself~~~ Got calls from bf, mom, dad, sis, macy , yuri, chao......got msg from friendster, facebook and msn...thank u everyone...thank u so much~~

haha..went to FRED's for my birthday...15 ppl eating dinner together..fun and joy~~~ yuhoo~~ and went shopping..didnt get a lot of stuff coz i m not in a mood to shop...got something from forever 21...yippi~~~

anyway...happy birthday liwen...20 years old...yuhoo~~

found this in ppl's profile
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous OneSpontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying

hahaha....juz wanna copy and remember..yuhoo~~

Feeling: So So

These days, a lot of ppl getting married...and ofcoz i m happy for them that they found the one:) Hmm!! Marriage should be something btw 2 of us and something that speacial, aint it? Anyway, still hav a long way to go....

Today is pretty boring tho....later friends will come to my house and do assignment :) Lately my house has been a place for ppl to gather:) Ppl cook, ppl drink, ppl play, ppl study, and ppl eat at my place. Anyway, it is fun having them with me. I m glad knowing them...

Feel so angry that my bf forgot our anniversary. So mad So mad. Give him 100 notice already but he never cares..such an asshole..hate him from now...

my gloomy day

Feeling: Not So Good

There is always something there for us to challege and more and more to worry about, just always tell myself that :" take it easy!" And Yes!! I thought I will b very sad and yet I m fine from the bottom of my heart... Get to know that nothing will hurt me except myself, I should love myself, my family and someone who love me:) It seems a lil bit blur here talking about something like this. The fact is I m in a fight with him again:(Anyway, I m fine.....

Talk about something happy....I m holding a "hot pot" party tomorrow since the weather is cold now and everyone wants to eat hot pot, and so here you go!!!!

Having Veterans holiday...so happy...been stressing out myself in the past couple of months......and I can see that I m pretty tuff tho....hahaha....I can get myself out of trouble....

Love should b everything or nothing at all...... :) but please do tel me that u love me if u reallydo...

My holiday plan and my dear

My feeling: Frustrated & Happy

Yuhoo!! Didnt really blog for past few days because I was really busy. Y? Coz me and my hun are planning to go to NY and we both got stuck in everything. Finally, we made a decision which is going to NY on 12/14 to 12/17 and we are going to buy ticket tonight. Y we wanna go NY? Because we wanna do SHOPPING, CRAVING for Malaysian food, and also get out of FLORIDA. hahaha..is kinda crazy but my hun has been asking me to go to NY but I keep saying "SEE FIRST" coz I was thinking to go UK at the beginning and now I decided to go NY instead. My UK trip has to delay till next year if i could do it.

Tests have been going on, and i get really frustrated about that because I really hate the feeling of STRESS!!! I m expecting myself to get certain points but come to the end everything isnt right. Projects??? Damn, the BSC 1008 drive me nuts...I found myself hate science and math...:) Life is going ON...and i need to get myself out of that....

Went to Publix and bought some food....and i m really bad in cooking.....haha...my bf did say that I never cook for him and he always cook for me:) thanks ...sometimes he blame me coz I did complain his food was salty and stuff like that...hahaha..and i always didnt eat everything and leave some leftover for him and that's y he gained weight when i was back in malaysia .He blame me for feeding him too much!!!! Ok my dear, i m going to learn and I will cook for u next time when I am back... I used to cook for him when I was 15, he never complain coz we juz started dating for a year and he love me like crazy hahahaha....and now..we are both cool coz we been dating for 6 years already and 11/18 is our Anniverysary,I hope he will remember that...and the next thing is My Birthday....

I was begging him to come here next year to accompany me for some time...and I hope he is not giving me some empty promises...
K....Life is great after 12/14.....semester end and i m gonna live for my holiday!!!! yuhoo!!!!

my sunday

My feeling : Happy

Current listening: Jay chou lastest album
Rating: **********

Been listen to his song since form 1..From the very 1st bf to this 1 . Seems like his song become my theme songs with my bf. When I was in form 2 , there was a friend who I really like but obviously I didnt really get a long with him for some reasons...Anyway, we did hav a good time. We both like Jay that time, and we both enjoy his second album:) It was plenty years ago yet it seems new to me. It doesnt mean that I still love him or what, is juz I m appreaciate him, I really do:) but he seems kinda far :( anyway, juz forget about that ... When I listen to Jay's song, I will think about him and I m really glad that we had a good time:) He accompany me to get over my very DOWN time...and also after that I get to know my current bf.

It's Over ...... and he has his own life and I got my own :)

Talk bout today, went to st pete for dinner with hun and hun's family with my very lovely HAPPY.....He is juz adorable....kiss him 100 times today:) cutest baby in the world.....

k.....is time for me to go to bed...has to wake up at 7 for early class..DAMN...hate it!!!!

Halloween

My feeling: CONTENT



Let's talk about 10/31 halloween. I went to school and not a lot of people dress up for school but my BSC instructor did dress up as a monk, he brought us some jello which is brown color that made up by brain mold. He gave us those jello and continue our chapter 15, digestive system. I didnt really pay attention that day because I was kinda thinking about what to take in spring semester and finally I got it. Anyway, everything was done my my bestie. She helped me to register and also choose the class, so nice of her, love her much*.* Here is my class for next sem: ACG, ECO, ENC, Earth and Space, Macroeconomics. Anyway, not really satisfy with the time coz i hav to go to school everyday, damn it!!!! Ok, kinda off topic. On 10/31, I went to Ting's house for halloween party. It was full of kids. We were having fun and yeah kids love me!!!! We went to trick or treat at 7 and guess wat i m really amazed that some people gave money instead of candy. He said:" grab as much as u can"...hahaha...kids were having fun and so do I. Oh damn, I do hav some pictures but I cant upload at this moment coz i m using my laptop now and i need to download some kinda device in order to download...arg!!! NVM...next time!!



Things about today, I had 3 tests and everything was a mess! anyway, i m happy coz i go over everything already . What I hav to do now is SLEEP!! That's it!! Planning to go New York with my hun, and the purpose that we r going is to eat and to shopping..yeah...gonna take many many pics and do many many shopping~~~



I really got into fight with my bf yesterday, I was really piss!!! Sometimes I juz couldnt stand and now I m letting my feeling to be EMPTY. Honestly, we r a mess now. I have no idea anymore:(



It was pretty much my day and here I m to have this "LIFE FAITH LOVE"




ENJOY Ur Life and Love ourselves!

life, movies, and relationship

It was a MESS today!!!! My feeling: STRESSED& BLUR

I slept late yesterday coz chatting with my bf for an hour or so and finally couldnt talk anymore coz i was really sleepy :) hung up the phone and sleep. In the morning at 8am, phone rang and I was really unwilling to pick up the damn phone and who called in that time must get scolded by me and guess what, HOMEDEPOT call me...a commercial call, damn damn damn!! Cant even scold..and i hung up. At 9am, phone rang again, i had a short conversation with Ting and i continue to sleep. At 10am, the phone rang again, Yuki called me for her sister who wanna work for my aunt...and i was like %^&*, why call me not my aunt??? Anyway, I talked nicely and i hung up again. The conclusion is...I didnt really get to sleep. I woke up and online and chat with my buddy PWL and we chat for an hour. After that, went to do my STA since the test is on friday, I need to get it done before the test. When I was doing my hw, someone knocked on my door and it was the BRIGHTHOUSE guy who I already made apointment with to install cable and internet in my house. And oh god, he didnt help me to fix it, the internet cant work and he juz threw me a CD and asked me to install myself. I cant even talk to him and he said:" Sign this so I can get out of here." Ofcoz, i sign it angrily and he left in 1 second. And god damn, I install the damn CD and it doesnt work at all. Cant online makes me frustrated and finally i called Brighthouse and I told the guy what was going on and he helped me to fix it. and here I am to online. Before this, I was using my laptop stealing other ppl's line to online:) Anyway, it takes my whole day and i havent do my hw yet. Tomorrow is HALLOWEEN...yuhoo~~ going to trick or treat with kidos...yuhoo~~~ and I will hav a surprise party at my house:) chao and elise are coming to join this celebration...:)

Ok ok..this is basically my day for today and I hav tons of movie to watch...so happy:)

love this HK drama

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A very good drama to watch. Good story line.My favourite all time.

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Another 1 that I watch is 奸人坚 which is not so good. Kinda boring and meaningless.

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The american drama that I love is Gossip Girl

You know you love me

xoxo

gossip girl

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Found this interesting, so copy and paste here, enjoy~

有位心理學家曾寫道，一個成熟稱得上真愛的戀情 必須經過四個階段，那就是： 共存(Codependent) 反依賴(Counterdependent) 獨立(Independent) 共生(Interdependent)
階段之間轉換所需的時間不一定，因人而易。
第一個階段：共存。 這是熱戀時期，情人不論何時何地總希望能膩在一起。
第二個階段：反依賴。 等到情感穩定後， 至少會有一方想要有多一點自己的時間作自己想做的事， 這時另一方就會感到被冷落。
第三個階段：獨立。 這是第二個階段的延續，要求更多獨立自主的時間。
第四個階段：共生。 這時新的相處之道已經成形， 你（妳）的他（她）已經成為你（妳）最親的人。 你們在一起相互扶持、一起開創屬於你們自己的人生。 你們在一起不會互相牽，而會互相成長。
但是，大部分的人都通不過第二或第三階段， 而選擇分手一途，這是非常可惜的。 很多事只要好好溝通都會沒事的，不要耍個性， 不要想太多要互相信任，這樣第二、三階段的時間就會縮短。 和所愛的人相遇相戀是非常不容易的，不要輕言放棄。
兩人相聚是因為有緣，相知是因為有心， 真的得好好珍惜這福份莫說分手不是無由， 希望看到上述的四個階段， 真能給大家一些啟示與領悟並惜緣。
我們會逐漸變成我們所愛的人。 妳和他本來沒有相同之處，外表不相像， 性格也是南轅北轍，一旦愛上了，年深日久，妳會驚訝妳的眼睛有點像他的眼睛，他的微笑也有點像妳的微笑。 你們走路的步伐也有點相似，說話的語氣也愈來愈相像。
他的脖子上有一顆痣， 一天，妳發現自己脖子上也多了一顆痣， 原來我們會變成我們所愛的人。
妳本來喜歡腳踏實地的人，而他一向比較輕佻， 但你們愛上了，他竟會不知不覺變成一個老實人， 這個改變，連他自己也不曾察覺。
他本來喜歡活潑的女孩子，卻愛上了拘謹的妳， 這些日子，妳竟愈來愈活潑，妳差點認不出自己。 我們會逐漸變成對方理想中的人， 這種改變，絕對不是刻意的。
兩個人愈愛得長久，氣質也愈來愈相近， 妳曾經以為他不是妳夢寐以求的那種類型， 然而，有一天，妳驚訝地發現， 他已經變成妳喜歡的那種類型，妳不必再到處尋覓，他就是妳要找的人。
深深愛著一個人的時候，妳原來真的會一點一點的失去自己， 為甚麼妳還會覺得快樂呢？ 大概是因為妳在失去的當兒，也是賺了，妳把他的氣質和他的微笑都賺回來..
幸福很單純... 所以要很單純的人才容易獲得..... 與我親愛的朋友們分享之

1st blog

A brand new blog.....

I had open this blog for couple months already but I dont hav time to write my blog and i always forget the password, so here I am to start a new one. I'm not a hard working person but I will try my best to record my life and express my feeling....

Well, it's fall now. Everthing seems unstable yet. Weather is turning cool a lil bit, rain a lot, moving to new apartment , endless tests, stupid presentations, arguements with my bf, sleep deprivation..... things are going on, i should b fine.

Talk about something new about me. Just move in to a new apartment..Oh god, I can never imagine how many stuff I have, how many stuff I need to pack...Luckily I have some helpers to help me otherwise I am going to die. My aunt hired some mexican to help me to pack and move. Dont think i dont need to do anything, I still need to run up and down. It was an exhausted day. Elise and Sen came over and help me and Elise brought me the fur carpet that i really want for a long time for my "housewarming" gift, so touch..:) and she is coming to see me again today...really glad to hav her in my life..muacks muacks
After moving and stuff, need to unpack all the boxes that i hav, oh god..it takes me forever to load all the stuff and ofcoz i juz put it aside.
Will upload some photo of my new apartment tomorrow...:) It is a one bedroom, one bath, one walk in closet,living room, kittchen, laundry room, and lanai...a good size for one person.

My leg is sour and I m really tired. He called me yesterday and I was mad at him because of some stupid reasons. I knew I m stupid but all I want is juz concern and he never understand even i told him 20o times already. I dont know wat to tell him.....:( watever....this is y DISTANCE is not good..cant see cant feel cant do anything...WTH????

Really miss the time when I was in high school...Never worry about anything....Spent watever I hav, fail watever subjects I want, sleep whenever I want, eat watever I want , go KLCC aS much as I can , sing K with friends whenever we r ready , meet my friends whenever I want , spend time with my family whenever I can and see my bf whenever I want....Life is simple isnt it? I really think that if i could hav all this things around, I would be satisfied...I would be happy....

OMG...I miss MALAYSIA......WHEN CAN I GO HOME AGAIN?????