a tearful post

It's been a while :) Well, suddenly feel like reading all my old posts that I blogged :( My tears rolling, not crying :) I thought about many things, flashback flashback .....

It's been almost a year that he gone far :( I miss him dearly,do u know? We used to celebrate all the festivals together, and you used to ask me "HOW ARE YOU LIWEN ? " every morning, I miss how u tease me, how u care me, and how u hug me everytime I leave the country..I miss u uncle Ken...if there were chances for me to go back to the past, I would like to go back to the past while u were still there...I would appreaciate u like a diamond, I swear :) but the fact is u r gone too far that I couldnt catch u , so how? did u say that u wanna wait for me to graduate? did u say that u wanna see me marry in the future? I wish to dream u sometimes, i just wanna know if u r fine in the other world...and I would tell u how much I miss u ......

Things been different, I put down the grudge, I treated him nicely...cause I believe he deserves chances.... I saw some improvement, I saw a closer gap btw us.Well, it takes time....

I'm starting to learn how to appreaciate, I thank everything I had or I have... thank god for giving me all these, it is more than enough, I really think that is enough:) thank u .....for last, I would like everyone to pray for uncle Ken for a better life in the other end of the world, I believe, we will meet again .....