It's been so long that I didnt update my blog. I'm so lazy, I know that :( Hmm, life has been ok, got a job- a job that I m longing to, a job that I enjoy(even I dont get a lot of money from it), but I smile when I work:)
I always thought that friendship is something long lasting, something that I really put it deep down my heart, and yet, when I leave a country, things changed...somehow, my heart ache. Perhaps, I m no longer the one she needs. I always think that we will be BFF untill the day we r not breathing anymore, but....... distance makes it far and far......I am sad in this moment....cause I m losing the one that I always thought one of the best friends in the world :(
Comes to love..... I see things with a broader sight....Perhaps, I really think that love is...........when it ends, it really means nothing at all. So, why dont we make ourselves happy and not to dwell on the past....... life is really short, aint it?
I have so much feeling now yet I do not know how to write all my feeling in this moment. i am numb, maybe..... It is so scary when I see ones changes quickly and I seem like I do not know her anymore yet I was so close so close with ones before.......
I will be fine, I will find a way out...........
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