feeling so not right

Thanks for the concern from the previous post. I wasnt trying to make anyone worry :) What is done is done, what it meant to be it meant to be, and last what is past is past. So, I should learn how to see things in different ways:)

I've been very emotional these days. Do not know what hit me lately, maybe the falshbacks of my past hurts me badly or maybe something in me doesnt feel right these days. If u ask me how long will this stay, I would say I dont know:) A 22 years old girl like me shouldnt b like that right? sigh :(

该放下的我会放下
然而回忆不断浮现在我的脑海中
我似乎被回忆驾奴着我
好了, 我该往前看....


I will figure my way out, dont push me to hard, bear with me and support me..
That is what u can do :)
I hope u understand I do not want things to be like that
I want things to be right so that we could walk further
I want promises to become true in the future
I want something that suppose to be dissapear, dissapear
I dont wanna deal with it anymore
Apologize is necessary
but say it when u really mean it :)