thank u

It's been a while.....

I was pretty surprise about the people who read my blog and the feeling they had in their heart, at least I know they read my words and understand my situation. First, I thank u for the people who care about me. I didnt mean to make everyone sad.. I juz wanna find a way to release my feeling that in the bottom of my heart:)

I found out that my dots over my body is getting better, this is what I sure this time. I can see the difference now. When ppl see me they always ask :"how's ur skin?" and I always feel frustrated answering it coz I m not really heal yet even it's been few months and I need to wear long pants and long sleeve shirt all time in SUMMER... isnt that funny?? anyway , I m getting better.....Thanks for everyone who accompany me during the hardest time of my life, from the bottom of my heart:)

I went to Miami on the weekend... It was pretty tired coz we drove there in the morning at 4am and trying to got back here at night.... the whole trip is tired tired and tired.... but it was pretty fun coz we all play in the car..the guys fart so loud in the car and they turn on the a/c and damn it was like hell.... and ofcoz some yelow jokes going on...hahaha...we r all horny man...

I believe that I m walking out of my sadness.... what is done is over and I dont wanna think anymore... Let's make a new memory and colorful life that I always longing to:) I m glad that this sickness makes me know that the importance of my family and my friends...:) Love u all so so so much....U guys r the best in the world...cheers

xoxo,
liwen