I just want to....

Feel so tired these days...Lazy mood :(
I miss my fansu so much:)
I miss my bed back in Malaysia:)
I miss my sister trying to sleep with me but end up fighting with her:)
I miss my fansu nagging me about my bad attitude=.=
I miss my ah po nagging me the whole day long
I miss my mama keep asking me to take shower
I miss my mom taking me out for shopping and asking me to lose weight
I miss my dad walking in and out in the house....
I miss sharing thoughts with my cousin
and I miss going out with my friends.....
I miss I miss

I miss the life that I had, and I m longing to
I miss the day that I had that wasnt that complicated
I miss the day attaching to someone I love
I miss being with family that I always wanted to

I just want to stay with the one I want, so what's wrong?
I just want to do what I want, so what's the problem?
I just want to listen to my heart, so what you want?
I just want to be myself ....